You are still young

Last couple of hours, you made me damn crazy with your sentence which came out from your mouth.
I almost wanted to vomit. You said you didnt wanna lose me?. After couple of months you went your home town and kept quiet then I could guess that you contacted with the other beautiful girl and Of course I would not mad or angry toward you. I am older than you.

Short term relationship with full of questions?

You came to my life with so sudden. You showed you are innocent and older than me and the truth are you are still younger than me. Just want to be my friend so you tried to become someone else. I almost fallen in the trap that you made. I thought that our relation could be long lasting but after you transfered to your home town and gave me a nice reason for not disturbing you again. If that is the case so I won't mind at all again.

In the middle of journey, I forgot that if I am not focusing I will get distract easily. Thanks to you because gave me this moment to be learned  something from it. Now, I met one guy who studies in the same place with me. I feel a lilbit relief. At least he has something similar...

Selama ini

Selama ini menyangkakan bahwa result itu penting kerna mengejari masa dan rasa ingin bersaing yang tidak kene pada tempatnya, menyebabkan putus asa di tengah jalan. Makin bertambah umurku baru ku tahu proses berterusan itu sangat penting setelah membuat keputusan untuk melakukan sesuatu yang kite hendak lakukan kerna ia sedang berlaku dalam hidup aku sekarang ini.

Pilihan yang terbaik setakat untuk diri aku adalah memilih sesuatu yang mendatangkan kerelaksan diri ini walaupun harus melalui proses berterusan. Proses berterusan yang aku pilih adalah proses perjuangan yang kadang kadang membuat aku hampir putus asa.

Proses ini juga aku tekankan kepada kawan ku dalam belajar matematik.

Superman/Batman Cartoon

After, I took english classes in ELS Kuala Lumpur and have been practicing it until the moment you read my point of view. Suddenly, I asked my friend whether he still has or not the Superman/Batman Cartoon Series. Unfortunately, he deleted those series two weeks ago. Pity of me. Then, I googled Superman/Batman series in youtube website and I feel relief.

While I do my work, I am listening Superman/Batman series to improve my english. In the mean time, I am writing somethings in my blogspot. To be continued.

I write

I write because I want to write and it is not because of you. I have been thinking this too long and it is still going on until the times come. I have 2 days in my day. One is in english version and another is in malay. Why english and why not other language? I choose english because when I am getting older I know slowly about english. Other language also interesting too but I dont know maybe I am used to it.

Now, I am listening song about couple and they wish to be together until they become old. I wish like that too and I wish all people who have couple, they should try to wish like that.

Diari Si Ugly

Hari ini 21st September 2016, malam semalam  Si Ugly memikirkan untuk menyatakan hasratnya di dalam diari dan dinyatakan di mana mana sama ada facebook atau blog atau pada sebuah buku conteng. Semalam Ugly terjumpa mamat cina dengan coincidentally memikirkan mamat itu di sebuah kedai makan. Ugly mengikuti mamat cina itu dan kelihatan mamat cina itu membeli nasi berlauk. Di kedai itu pula, Ugly terserempak dengan kawan yang selalu die nampak ketika die belajar dulu. Ketika perjalanan balik ke kereta yang telah diletakkan di tempat letak kereta, Ugly selisih dengan mamat cina itu dan mamat cina itu senyum dan Ugly pun senyum. Sebab sebelum ini, mamt cina ini lah yang pernah membuat Ugly panas hati kerana adakah senyuman yang dilemparkan oleh Ugly ini memiliki niat yang tidak baik menyebabkan Ugly sudah tidak mahu senyum apabila terserempak dengan mamat cina tetapi petang semalam lain yang telah berlaku tetapi jangan salah faham sebab Ugly seperti biasa tiada niat yang tak baik dalam senyuman nya. Jika mamat cina itu salah faham dengan senyuman dan rasa senang hati yang telah ditunjukkan oleh Ugly makanya Ugly serah dan tawakal sama ada dia kawan baik atau burukku makanya jangan ada kene mengena pada kehidupan seterusnya. Nanti Ugly sambung lagi yer. Stay tuned.

Jangan kacau aku lagi

Ikut suka hati kau je kan datang dan pergi. Disaat aku memerlukan teman yang boleh dipercayai, kau khianati kepercayaan itu padahal bukan aku minta minta benda yang membebankan pun. Oleh sebab itu, jangan kacau hidup aku lagi. Pergilah kau bersama wanita bidadari yang cantik molek sana.

No body until now and forever

Now, I am still  no body. I don't want to be anybody because I love what I do now. I just try hard my best in my life. It is not easy but I have to try it.

The Lady

As  your requested, I am going to tell you about the beautiful old lady lived in my neighborhood.

Once upon a time, at the end of the old pavement road, there were one beautiful old lady were walking and brought one small beg and a small kitten was following at her back. They arrived a small beautiful house where the colorful flowers lived around the house. I hid behind a bunch of grass with my wonderful friend named Sara. We were surprised when the old beautiful lady into the house, the flowers around her house became more brighter. This was very rare in my village.

To be continued.

What is the matter of make something wrong in your life?

When I was a kid and a teenager, I always thought that trying to avoid the mistake was good. But, in real it is not good. I like what I have done whether g

Press the skull

Now , I will talk about music . Music can be defined as a mixture of different sounds. Every humans have distinctive and unique music . Signal and receiver, those are the perfect requirement

I am trying to listen, listen and listen

The best thing happened in ELS is I learned how to become a good listener. It make me calm down my emotion until this moment. When I look what happened in front of my eyes especially my family members, they have to learn when their friend are saying anything to them, they should listen and the appreciation there will happen.


To be continued...

I am trying to listen, listen and listen

The best thing happened in ELS was I learn how to become a good listener. I believe in a God. Do I believe in me?. How do I can tell that I believe in me and God?. I listened what Ashley said to the beautiful brave girls. Imagine people sit full in front of mine.


To be continued...

Kau Masih Muda

Kau masih muda, hakikatnya kau terima tetapi di dunia ilusi kau menolaknya seolah olah aku sama dengan kau. Penyamaran kau pertama kali ketika ingin berkenalan dengan aku sudah hampir berjaya tetapi tidak terlintas difikiranmu orang tua ini dapat menongkah dengan hati yang tulus suci kerana bagi  wanita tua apabila sesuatu suci itu tetap suci.

Kau berikan pelbagai corak warna dalam kehidupan wanita tua itu walaupun dalam masa singkat. Dan ketika kau mencuba mencari langkah pada wanita lain pun wanita tua ini tahu, Tapi tiada tentangan hebat dari wanit itu asalkan kau jujur setulus hati mu walau pun sekarang kau masih merasakan was was dalam hidup mu makanya, teruskan lah hidup mu wahai anak muda.

Menunggu Mu

Saat ini, yang terlintas difikiran ku adalah ak menunggu mu. Aku tahu yang kau tidak tahu akan aku disini, tapi setelah kau bicara sepatah kata tentang aku dan dia, membuatkan aku tertunggu walaupun aku tidak tahu siapa engkau. Belum pernah bersua tetapi hati ini sudah terlalu girang menunggu untuk bersua secara rasmi. Aku menunggumu tanpa tiada apa apa.

Surat Kasih

Secret

All the living things have their own secret. I have my secret, my mom has her secret, my father has his own secret, my younger sister and my younger brother, they have their own secret. My definition of secret is something that I hide for myself whether for good or bad. My teacher also defines secret in differ way. Have you ever felt sorry for keeping a secret for yourself? I keep that feel for a long time, at first time, I felt so guilty and now its gone. Todays evening, I watched Sadhguru Sharing in youtube. He said that we are human and we cannot resist how its react in universe and I get new information, he talked alot of his country, if I am not mistake, God knows what he creates. Only this beautiful creatures define and classify what happened in the universe for their own convenient but in the end I speechless.

Hunger Fitz comeback

My resolution in this year same with previous one, which is I wanna keep healthy, eat healthy breakfast shake herbalife cause I am getting old. Shake herbalife has helped me lose my body fat after I took a year with doing execise. I gain my strengthen but my body fat is not decrease for a quite  time during a year.

Once upon a time,

far away in the jungle. There is a girl who has chaotic heart in her soul. She always said bad things to other people, for her, other people were weird and had bad  behavior. In front of her eyes, everything was bad even it is a good thing. The time passing away, and she is growing woman. When she worked as geophysicist in small local company, she was stubborn  and greedy. But, after the big event happened to her where she have met Tuan Guru Asshaari and she tried harder to understand the explaination from Tuan Guru, from that moment until now, she always learn and listen something. The precious knowledge that she got from Tuan Guru helps her everything without doubt.

You

Of course my family always supports me in everything and I have no doubt at it. But, when it comes to friend, it depends on time. Differ time give differ type of friends who can support me with or without my notice. Now, December 2015, I met someone in the airport and he becomes my new friend and he is the one of inspiring people that I have met in my life. Thanks to him. Even though sometimes he has a ridiculous reason and idea but in no matter what on the other good side he encourages me in everything. He makes my day and I dont want him to know it. Thanz

Exercise and Writing

I just did my exercise today. Once again, I met new friends. They seem didn't want to talk with me but nevermind it was ok for me. When I was walking to my hostel, I was thinking to go the seven e to ask about my application and he said I have to come seven e tomorrow morning means Saturday morning. At night, my friend and I went to Pesta Penang and watched Amuk performance. Because of too focus and we went back our hostel in the middle of the night by walking. We felt scared but we have to continue our journey. My friend told me that the place we had passed last night is dangerous place. Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely our hostel and I immediately slept.