Dear Father

Dear father, I love you so much. You have done many things to me till now. I know you are far away from me. But what can I do are pray to God that you are always in great condition. Thanks alot babah.

Because of one of you

Yes, I wanna continue yesterday's story. Last night, I surfed the internet about this guy. Of course, I found it. Omg he has a lot of great picture in flickr, instagram and other kinda new website that I have never heard but it is cool. It opens my mind and keep open and open. I love when he talked in twitter. He has so damn confident since I knew him. He likes a good brother for me. He has been in many great places in this world. I envy him.😭. He lives in Singapore. I knew he lied to me that his father would get him in KLIA and straight back to Singapore but do I care hahahah of course no. People will be like that if they feel unsafe. For their protection and it is ok.

He is one of the Good Guy

He has high patient in his life when deal any thing with me for this century. During I was working in my office, I always said that I wanna be with someone too old and he had experienced with this weird creature what we called it a woman. I met him two years ago and he lives around in my area. At the first time, my relationship was started with no any bad intention until now. He has said that he doesnt want to break any kind of relationship with me and I agree then I dont want to think deeply about it. I just keep quiet. And the relationship still going on till the moment you still read this. He gives me good lesson and talk nicely for my benefit. Of course I accept that because it is for my bright future. Thanks alot for him cause he sacrifice too many things for me. Only God knows.

Touch Up and Touch Down

Hi to all my friends, I just came back from Bintulu, Sarawak and arrived home safely. But before that,  something happened at the Bintulu Airport and Thanks God for this. The story began with once my legs landed in front of Bintulu Airport, I wanted to eat something delicious and tasty. I walked so fast and no turning back straight to a restaurant in the airport and scrolled down the menu. Kuew tiaw caught my attention and of course it made my day today. A plate of kuew tiaw and a bottle of mineral water were my prioritize that time. Once my stomach fulled, I ordered chicken puff and egg tart and I was smiled there alone. When, I got a sit and decided to topup my phone, I walked near to kiosk and made a payment for my topup, someone asked me to borrow my phone to call the taxi that he have riden to get back his phone. Fortunately, he got his phone and tried to treated me with something and I didnt want at first because my stomach was fulled with food. But he insisted me and we made it. His name is Azrin and he is from Singapore. I feel glad until now because he is my new friend.

Advantages of listening any types of music

     Today, I read about history of music. No body finds the existing of the music. It still be a mysterious to their fans.

To be continued...

Renting a house

   Renting a house is compulsory especially when we are transfered to a new place for either working or studying. Nowadays, we can find this information easily. There are several step involved in renting a house.
   First of all, we must list down the requirements for a house we prefer to live such as the location, size of house, type of house, the neighbourhood, the facilities and the budget. This information is vitally important because we want to stay a comfortable house for a long period of time. At least, they will save our time in choosing the right house. In addition, after we prepared the list of requirements, now it is the time to make a choices by using newspaper or in website. Newspaper has a special section such as column ' house to let' while in website, we can search by typing out the specific information about a house we want to rent. In the newspaper or in website, they will provide the details of the house such as address, the location and person in charge. Moreover, the decision is made and now it is time to call the person in charge  to talk more about the house. We have the right to check on a house to makesure the condition of the house satisfactory. If we agree with the deal we have made, we may proceed with the payment and ready to transfer our things. Last but not least, usually the agent or the house owner ask us to give our feedback or comments. This feedback or comment helps so much for them to improve their services.
To be continued.

Amy

I love playing guitar. Playing guitar is one of the best hobbies in the world. I have started playing guitar since I was in secondary school. I have fallen in love with guitar because of my friend. My friend lived nearby my house. He always came to my house for playing guitar for release stressed.

His family is artists. From his father until him, they all playing guitar and other instruments also such as drum and traditional music. His father died two three years ago. He was my father's friend. He was a good uncle I have ever known.

My friend's name is Amy. Now, he became a teacher in Yamaha Kuala Lumpur. I am proud of him. He was the man who taught me alot about playing guitar. He had said whether I can sacrifice or not my hand. Mine wont't become a normal and a lilbit grossy. I grabbed and accepted that opportunity. Thanks alot Amy.

Yesterday

Long time ago, I honestly didn't like to read English book. I thought that I didn't have to read any kind of books because it wasted my time. How ridiculous was I at that time. I regretted it.

Now, after approximately 27 years, I left my childhood and ridiculous behavior I had before and I become more serious in my life especially in my career.

Earlier this year, I decided to resign from my work. I thought I wanted to pursue my master directly, but suddenly something happened. When I went to the education event held in Mid Valley and met someone and she advised me to take english classes for my own good. I grabbed that opportunity.

I know, I am not good in English but I have high ambitions which is working in other countries and I need English because it is the first communication in many countries.

I have seven more levels to go. I have to pass all these levels. I don't mind at all because it is good for my future.

Blank Friend

  For the first time in my life, I have several friends from outside my country such as Libya, Syria and Saudi Arabia. They have a similar behaviour with me. As a human being, we have bad and good identity. After passed this year, it made me became more matured and thinking before acting.
  They taught me alot of things especially in our life...

To be continue...

Advantages of being hardworking person.

   Being hardworking person is a good habit. Mostly people who success in their career, family and life are hardworking people. Being hardworking person is encouraging in our society. There are many advantages of being hardworking person.
  There are three essential advantages of being hardworking person. First of all, the first advantage of being hardworking person is that they will get alot of opportunities or chances in their life. For example, fresh graduate students will get a job immediately when they perform well during their university by involving in many activities. Usually, bosses will choose potential candidates to work with them. Moreover, the second advantage of being hardworking person is that they always have ideas to solve a problem. For instance, if something changes in the project and immediately need response from their team , these people will come out with alot of solution and the company will save cost and money. Finally, the last advantage of being hardworking person is that they are not easily missed from the crucial things. For example, people who always bring a pen and a paper and jot fown any information starts from begining until the end and they will always be aware of what they write down to reduce uncertainty.
  In conclusion, being hardworking person has numerous important. I hope everybody will try to become hardworking when doing something to attract positive energy and prosperity.

Think

I think what I had thought before
I breathe deep breathing space
I would come back
I done pack

Be an empty bowl

I got this quote ' be an empty bowl with humble when wanna get the good knowledge'.

Why this quote has meaningful. Is it because, when we bring full bowl for getting the knowledge into it so how the new knowledge meet in the bowl we bring. The bowl full already before we bring it.
Don't snob. At first, when I read the book with this quote I wasn't confident. Then, after I careful to breathing, I realize Yes, Of Course that is true.

Hadiah

Saat indah di waktu pagi ketika ini,

Aku mendengar alunan lagu dari Go Gerila -Hadiah,

N then tetibe ak berkehendak dedicate this song to you yang berada jauh di sana.

Fall in

Times pass by,

Every day I have been through with the normal stage of energy,

but it was yesterday and now,

for future, no idea.

I had watched a BANG BANG bollywood movie on vessel while working.

It was interesting movie for watch, I love the quote and I share here,

We have only TODAY, 

and treat our TODAY is our last day. 

So all we have is ... ONE day, TODAY.

Alone

I am just back from ocean with a group of people,

Working together,

Meet my boyfriend , eat together in Mee stall,

Go to cyber cafe and do surfing internet

3 minutes left,

This chat will continue again, see you.

Semalam

eh!terlebih plak aku,
kenapa ,kenapa dan kenapa,
bagai melihat diri sendiri malu dengan diri sendiri,
maafkan aku maafkan aku,


sahabat,
aku datang ingin mengenali,
mengenali sahaja sahaja,
mengenali warna corak carik dirimu,
mengenali cherita datang dan pergi dari coretan mu,
deria yang itu ak sediakan patuhkan agar tiada yang mengganggumu ,tapi ...Salah ...

Tapi salahkah aku menyusun pendengaran itu,
salah silap sangkamu mendengar yang berlainan dariku,
katakan padaku
khabarkan padaku

cherita bagaimana bisa kau percaya cahaya itu,,
cahaya kebenaran yang datang dari diri ku juga..
darinya juga kau pilih,
buta hati tiada sesiapa punya daya manusia..

kenapa kau begitu jadinya..kenapa..khabarkan padaku....

Passion to make my dream come true

This kind of passion not come easily. Unless, I know why I wanna it

so much in my life. 

Example, when I was in secondary school, I fall in love with 

subject, Mathematic. 

I have a Mathematic World in my life, but not all the people created by God are same.

Why I learn Mathematic, is it just a number dance in front of my eyes 

and when I grow up, I realize Mathematic very related in our life without realizing.

+ - x / was completed in our life.

If I am not move on now, when?, even how hard and bullshit it, I have to through it.

Planning by day by month by year by decade till the end come.

These planning are good for us. It will driven us on track.

It is good right. I love it because life just once.

Copy and share from my friend:

Their desperation eliminates the doubts and fear. When all weak emotions are eliminated, what's left are only FOCUS and GETTING THINGS DONE.

FOCUS

SKILL

ATTITUDE

Planning

In the morning, got a rest for a while in a room alone and tidy up all the messy things.
Then went out for lunch with friends. Listen a radio, im4u. Study and reading english novel for improving my understanding in English (which is Alien Language I called it).

Reading,Listening and Understanding are the correct words I told myself. Feel regret take myplace at the moment because I have learning English since I was a kid.

To be continue

Lelaki Kacak

Lelaki Kacak,
Paras rupamu sangat mengujakan hati,
Walaupun kau sudah pun dimiliki oleh wanita solehah dan punya zuriat yang baik,
Tapi kerna Paras Muka mu menjadi tatapan hati ini.

Bersambung***

color

Once upon a time,

there was a kid sit under the small tree,

watching    his mom prepare a  meal at the balcony alone,

his thinking  travel around the sky  no color,

and...