Once upon a time,

far away in the jungle. There is a girl who has chaotic heart in her soul. She always said bad things to other people, for her, other people were weird and had bad  behavior. In front of her eyes, everything was bad even it is a good thing. The time passing away, and she is growing woman. When she worked as geophysicist in small local company, she was stubborn  and greedy. But, after the big event happened to her where she have met Tuan Guru Asshaari and she tried harder to understand the explaination from Tuan Guru, from that moment until now, she always learn and listen something. The precious knowledge that she got from Tuan Guru helps her everything without doubt.

You

Of course my family always supports me in everything and I have no doubt at it. But, when it comes to friend, it depends on time. Differ time give differ type of friends who can support me with or without my notice. Now, December 2015, I met someone in the airport and he becomes my new friend and he is the one of inspiring people that I have met in my life. Thanks to him. Even though sometimes he has a ridiculous reason and idea but in no matter what on the other good side he encourages me in everything. He makes my day and I dont want him to know it. Thanz

Exercise and Writing

I just did my exercise today. Once again, I met new friends. They seem didn't want to talk with me but nevermind it was ok for me. When I was walking to my hostel, I was thinking to go the seven e to ask about my application and he said I have to come seven e tomorrow morning means Saturday morning. At night, my friend and I went to Pesta Penang and watched Amuk performance. Because of too focus and we went back our hostel in the middle of the night by walking. We felt scared but we have to continue our journey. My friend told me that the place we had passed last night is dangerous place. Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely our hostel and I immediately slept.

One in million

Now, I am listening a music video dance by May J Lee. It is incredible. I love it very much. It make my day. I just go on with my life.

Time to practice it

Today's morning I found great music video from May J Lee. She is awesome girl from Korea. When she danced, I melt. She is very gorgeous that I have known. I downloaded 6 music video. Then at night, I practiced to dance and recorded the video. Suddenly, I remember Ashley he said that please don't ever try to think it is prefect. It isn't at all and I agree. When I recorded my video, my dancing was terrible and it mean I have to practice the dancing non stop. Yes. Again, when I watched her music video, she has soul in her dance and the movement is perfect and I thought that I can do it immediately but it is dream only hahahaha I gave a big laugh loud. Of course I dont give up and keep doing it and I wanna to upload the video in my instagram hopefully. Fighty fighty.

Truth

I have been watching this music video many times because I read her comment for her music video
'Suatu Pernah'. I agreed what she has said. Enjoy this music video.

Confusing

Last two days or more, I was confused by the choices that have been granted. It was so hard to accept the truth and I almost lost in my way. But, now I have learned something better than past experience.

Everything about you

I don't know how to start the beginning of this post. I hate myself for awhile. While I was browsing the best movies in youtube then I found this music and the mood was synchronize with my mood. I know that you have someone who loves you so much that is the why I wanna rid you from my life as soon as possible. I hate everything about you.

#travel2official

now I wanna to share what happened yesterday. In the morning, I suddenly decided to wandering #artstreetmarket is located area Penang. Then, I asked my friend, her name Ainul to accomplish the second mission. She agreed and ready for departure from Bukit Gambir. Bukit Gambir is where me myself staying for couple of months. We started our journey after Zuhur Pray and we went there by bus. I have shared a picture in #instagram. Please check out if you guys want it. We were having a good time with wall pictures whose very famous among the tourist from around the world.

I enjoy my english writing for improvement for myself. I will update again.

More I browse your website, Now I realize.

I have been reading your website it made me realize that who I am. It made me deeply down to earth in everything . I know I have many friends like you recently buy maybe they are younger than me and I thought they didnt have enough bad memories in this life. They always look happy but the hiding part yeah I have never think about it. I analyze what it is in front of my eyes. I have one friend from Japan that I made recently when I joined e.class. I can see from her eyes how difficult of life is. Then, I forgot again until I met you friend. You also not from my country. But, you have great stories to share and have opened my eyes. You have a lot of amazing friends and they live their life in incredible way. What I have learned from yours are no matter what type of name of our certificates if we arent appreciate our lives, they must be something problem with our brain. Why I have to proud of highly of the name of my certificates? This is a shit. But that is the why I cant think more about it. Thanks God.

#travel1official

Today's morning I decided to sightsee area Padang Kota. I did my exercise. I miss alot my exercise since got back from Bintulu, Sarawak. The missing part in my exercise is Herbalife Shake. I will get one with no doubt. Back to the story, after I ready I went to bus station to wait bus 302 to Komtar. There I found new Cinema with only RM6 based on the advertisement on the wall of the building. While I was thinking, I felt very hungry and got Maggie Goreng and Popcorn then I continued my journey. I used google map to go to Padang Kota by walking. Even though it was hot at mid day and I was lucky because I brought a bottle of Kaichi Mineral Water. I met many tourists from outside. They  captured the pictures, hang around with their family, talking with their partner, walking alone and many activities that I couldnt describe here. Finally, I found the place that my friends always talked about it, surprisingly the place was the place where I have hang out with my friend by motorcycle and her name is Sayidah Sakinah, hi sayidah hope you get well in Japan. I proud at you. It was Padang Kota Penang. Nice place to visit and we can come anytimes whether during the day or night. Then, I walking through the road to station bus and riding 302 bus to USM. I shouldnt think many think but I cant cause it following me. I have to realize that study the theory isnt give anything good or bad.

Dear Father

Dear father, I love you so much. You have done many things to me till now. I know you are far away from me. But what can I do are pray to God that you are always in great condition. Thanks alot babah.

Because of one of you

Yes, I wanna continue yesterday's story. Last night, I surfed the internet about this guy. Of course, I found it. Omg he has a lot of great picture in flickr, instagram and other kinda new website that I have never heard but it is cool. It opens my mind and keep open and open. I love when he talked in twitter. He has so damn confident since I knew him. He likes a good brother for me. He has been in many great places in this world. I envy him.😭. He lives in Singapore. I knew he lied to me that his father would get him in KLIA and straight back to Singapore but do I care hahahah of course no. People will be like that if they feel unsafe. For their protection and it is ok.

He is one of the Good Guy

He has high patient in his life when deal any thing with me for this century. During I was working in my office, I always said that I wanna be with someone too old and he had experienced with this weird creature what we called it a woman. I met him two years ago and he lives around in my area. At the first time, my relationship was started with no any bad intention until now. He has said that he doesnt want to break any kind of relationship with me and I agree then I dont want to think deeply about it. I just keep quiet. And the relationship still going on till the moment you still read this. He gives me good lesson and talk nicely for my benefit. Of course I accept that because it is for my bright future. Thanks alot for him cause he sacrifice too many things for me. Only God knows.

Touch Up and Touch Down

Hi to all my friends, I just came back from Bintulu, Sarawak and arrived home safely. But before that,  something happened at the Bintulu Airport and Thanks God for this. The story began with once my legs landed in front of Bintulu Airport, I wanted to eat something delicious and tasty. I walked so fast and no turning back straight to a restaurant in the airport and scrolled down the menu. Kuew tiaw caught my attention and of course it made my day today. A plate of kuew tiaw and a bottle of mineral water were my prioritize that time. Once my stomach fulled, I ordered chicken puff and egg tart and I was smiled there alone. When, I got a sit and decided to topup my phone, I walked near to kiosk and made a payment for my topup, someone asked me to borrow my phone to call the taxi that he have riden to get back his phone. Fortunately, he got his phone and tried to treated me with something and I didnt want at first because my stomach was fulled with food. But he insisted me and we made it. His name is Azrin and he is from Singapore. I feel glad until now because he is my new friend.

Advantages of listening any types of music

     Today, I read about history of music. No body finds the existing of the music. It still be a mysterious to their fans.

To be continued...

Renting a house

   Renting a house is compulsory especially when we are transfered to a new place for either working or studying. Nowadays, we can find this information easily. There are several step involved in renting a house.
   First of all, we must list down the requirements for a house we prefer to live such as the location, size of house, type of house, the neighbourhood, the facilities and the budget. This information is vitally important because we want to stay a comfortable house for a long period of time. At least, they will save our time in choosing the right house. In addition, after we prepared the list of requirements, now it is the time to make a choices by using newspaper or in website. Newspaper has a special section such as column ' house to let' while in website, we can search by typing out the specific information about a house we want to rent. In the newspaper or in website, they will provide the details of the house such as address, the location and person in charge. Moreover, the decision is made and now it is time to call the person in charge  to talk more about the house. We have the right to check on a house to makesure the condition of the house satisfactory. If we agree with the deal we have made, we may proceed with the payment and ready to transfer our things. Last but not least, usually the agent or the house owner ask us to give our feedback or comments. This feedback or comment helps so much for them to improve their services.
To be continued.

Amy

I love playing guitar. Playing guitar is one of the best hobbies in the world. I have started playing guitar since I was in secondary school. I have fallen in love with guitar because of my friend. My friend lived nearby my house. He always came to my house for playing guitar for release stressed.

His family is artists. From his father until him, they all playing guitar and other instruments also such as drum and traditional music. His father died two three years ago. He was my father's friend. He was a good uncle I have ever known.

My friend's name is Amy. Now, he became a teacher in Yamaha Kuala Lumpur. I am proud of him. He was the man who taught me alot about playing guitar. He had said whether I can sacrifice or not my hand. Mine wont't become a normal and a lilbit grossy. I grabbed and accepted that opportunity. Thanks alot Amy.

Yesterday

Long time ago, I honestly didn't like to read English book. I thought that I didn't have to read any kind of books because it wasted my time. How ridiculous was I at that time. I regretted it.

Now, after approximately 27 years, I left my childhood and ridiculous behavior I had before and I become more serious in my life especially in my career.

Earlier this year, I decided to resign from my work. I thought I wanted to pursue my master directly, but suddenly something happened. When I went to the education event held in Mid Valley and met someone and she advised me to take english classes for my own good. I grabbed that opportunity.

I know, I am not good in English but I have high ambitions which is working in other countries and I need English because it is the first communication in many countries.

I have seven more levels to go. I have to pass all these levels. I don't mind at all because it is good for my future.

Blank Friend

  For the first time in my life, I have several friends from outside my country such as Libya, Syria and Saudi Arabia. They have a similar behaviour with me. As a human being, we have bad and good identity. After passed this year, it made me became more matured and thinking before acting.
  They taught me alot of things especially in our life...

To be continue...

Advantages of being hardworking person.

   Being hardworking person is a good habit. Mostly people who success in their career, family and life are hardworking people. Being hardworking person is encouraging in our society. There are many advantages of being hardworking person.
  There are three essential advantages of being hardworking person. First of all, the first advantage of being hardworking person is that they will get alot of opportunities or chances in their life. For example, fresh graduate students will get a job immediately when they perform well during their university by involving in many activities. Usually, bosses will choose potential candidates to work with them. Moreover, the second advantage of being hardworking person is that they always have ideas to solve a problem. For instance, if something changes in the project and immediately need response from their team , these people will come out with alot of solution and the company will save cost and money. Finally, the last advantage of being hardworking person is that they are not easily missed from the crucial things. For example, people who always bring a pen and a paper and jot fown any information starts from begining until the end and they will always be aware of what they write down to reduce uncertainty.
  In conclusion, being hardworking person has numerous important. I hope everybody will try to become hardworking when doing something to attract positive energy and prosperity.

Think

I think what I had thought before
I breathe deep breathing space
I would come back
I done pack

Be an empty bowl

I got this quote ' be an empty bowl with humble when wanna get the good knowledge'.

Why this quote has meaningful. Is it because, when we bring full bowl for getting the knowledge into it so how the new knowledge meet in the bowl we bring. The bowl full already before we bring it.
Don't snob. At first, when I read the book with this quote I wasn't confident. Then, after I careful to breathing, I realize Yes, Of Course that is true.

Hadiah

Saat indah di waktu pagi ketika ini,

Aku mendengar alunan lagu dari Go Gerila -Hadiah,

N then tetibe ak berkehendak dedicate this song to you yang berada jauh di sana.

Fall in

Times pass by,

Every day I have been through with the normal stage of energy,

but it was yesterday and now,

for future, no idea.

I had watched a BANG BANG bollywood movie on vessel while working.

It was interesting movie for watch, I love the quote and I share here,

We have only TODAY, 

and treat our TODAY is our last day. 

So all we have is ... ONE day, TODAY.

Alone

I am just back from ocean with a group of people,

Working together,

Meet my boyfriend , eat together in Mee stall,

Go to cyber cafe and do surfing internet

3 minutes left,

This chat will continue again, see you.

Semalam

eh!terlebih plak aku,
kenapa ,kenapa dan kenapa,
bagai melihat diri sendiri malu dengan diri sendiri,
maafkan aku maafkan aku,


sahabat,
aku datang ingin mengenali,
mengenali sahaja sahaja,
mengenali warna corak carik dirimu,
mengenali cherita datang dan pergi dari coretan mu,
deria yang itu ak sediakan patuhkan agar tiada yang mengganggumu ,tapi ...Salah ...

Tapi salahkah aku menyusun pendengaran itu,
salah silap sangkamu mendengar yang berlainan dariku,
katakan padaku
khabarkan padaku

cherita bagaimana bisa kau percaya cahaya itu,,
cahaya kebenaran yang datang dari diri ku juga..
darinya juga kau pilih,
buta hati tiada sesiapa punya daya manusia..

kenapa kau begitu jadinya..kenapa..khabarkan padaku....

Passion to make my dream come true

This kind of passion not come easily. Unless, I know why I wanna it

so much in my life. 

Example, when I was in secondary school, I fall in love with 

subject, Mathematic. 

I have a Mathematic World in my life, but not all the people created by God are same.

Why I learn Mathematic, is it just a number dance in front of my eyes 

and when I grow up, I realize Mathematic very related in our life without realizing.

+ - x / was completed in our life.

If I am not move on now, when?, even how hard and bullshit it, I have to through it.

Planning by day by month by year by decade till the end come.

These planning are good for us. It will driven us on track.

It is good right. I love it because life just once.

Copy and share from my friend:

Their desperation eliminates the doubts and fear. When all weak emotions are eliminated, what's left are only FOCUS and GETTING THINGS DONE.

FOCUS

SKILL

ATTITUDE

Planning

In the morning, got a rest for a while in a room alone and tidy up all the messy things.
Then went out for lunch with friends. Listen a radio, im4u. Study and reading english novel for improving my understanding in English (which is Alien Language I called it).

Reading,Listening and Understanding are the correct words I told myself. Feel regret take myplace at the moment because I have learning English since I was a kid.

To be continue