Life is to think

Life is to think. To think what you want to think and be careful of what have been thinking. In addition, in whatever condition you might face in your life, give a try to think for a second. In my story, there was a time when I was a child I was so cruel and had a dark heart. I wear scarf and I didn't now why I have to wear the scarf and many events did cruel to me and the worst part was I blamed all the people. During that time I felt that I had no hope anymore and playing with a knife. I felt so scared.

It took so long. Now, I ...

When you realize it

When you realize it now, you know that is not for individual or with someone who very close to you. You are experiencing your life. Sometimes it's hurt and sometimes it isn't. Nobody be like you. Late of evening, I watched motivation video in youtube and it is about Komando's training. I fell impressed with the younger teenagers who has powerful mentality because in the movie, someone said that it is not your physical now but it is about mentality. If our mentality has been training for variety of pressure situation, it can help you in the future.

It is not easy I think. The training seems so tough and extreme and no wonder why my younger brother said it is not easy as we think. I give my full respect to all army in the world.

If the small things I can't consider so how about the big one. It really encourages me to move on my life. I had bad healthy two days ago before this happened.

I know you can say anything you want as long as you still alive. But it is also you choice to choose whether the better one or the worst one. I decide I don't want to interfere God's job and what he has done because I don't know and what I know is practices make perfect and be hardworking and be smart working. Life is to earn it. Don't think the result yet.

Perjuangkan diri kamu

Perjuangkan diri kamu dari segala macam yang boleh menghalang kamu dari melakukan sesuatu kebaikan. Kerna manusia lain yang punyai titik hitam didalam dirinya itu suka akan melihat atau mendengari saat kamu tersungkur dari melakukan kebaikan. Orang seperti ini mahu saja penulis hantar atau poskan ke planet lain agar penulis bisa hidup tenang menghidu oksigen yang sangat lah percuma dari pemberian pencipta.Makanya perjuangkan diri kamu itu sehingga putus nyawa dan jasad kamu itu.

Selamatkan Diri Kamu

Selamatkan diri kamu dari siapa?

1.Diri kamu sendiri yang selalu membisikkan itu tak boleh ini tak boleh dalam perihal kebaikan dalam diri kamu bukan ini tak boleh itu tak boleh dalam dalam sebaliknya.

2.Diri adik beradik kamu yang mempunyai niat jahat yang suka melihat kamu tersungkur kerana dia sebenarnya mempunyai penyakit hati yang perlu diubati seperti apa yang kamu sedang alami sekarang.

3.Diri Ibu Bapa kamu yang mempunyai niat jahat kerna hati mereka belum diubati atau disirami dengan kebaikan serta segala tindakan yang buruk oleh mereka dan kau hanya mampu biarkan sahaja!.

4.Diri sekeliling, rakan, sahabat, teman, awek, pakwe, junior, senior, guru, perdana menteri negara sendiri, perdana menteri negara lain dan kesemuanya jika mereka boleh merosakkan atau menutup masa depan kamu, yang suka menggoda kamu dan yang suka mengambil kesempatan dan berniat jahat terhadap kamu.

Makanya,

Kuatkan diri kamu dari segi dalaman dan luaran. Jernihkan hati sebaik mungkin kerna kotoran yang sedikit itu tidak mengapa kerna kita manusia. Pandang pada diri yang sebenarnya tidak punya apa apa dan jika makhluk lain ingin berbangga dengan apa ada nya biarkan sahaja. Jangan dipandang bahwa manusia itu punya kuasa tetapi yang disebalik pencipta yang mengasihi. Jika kita memandang yang jahat itu memang tidak boleh bertukan baik cumanya yang pencipta sudah mencipta ianya begitu agar hati dan jiwa kita tenang dan biarkan apa tangan tangan kuasa cuma nya dipohon dijauhi dengan orang sebegini. Sifat hasad dengki yang ada pada diri boleh disirami dengan memberitahu pada diri yang diri ini bodoh lagi tidak berdaya upaya cuma diri ini hanya mampu lakukan yang terbaik. Jika kita rasa orang ada hasad dengki pada kita makanya jauhi atau biarkan saja mulutnya atau perbuatan nya jika dia belum menyakiti fizikal, kerna penulis juga tidak akan membiarkan diri nya disakiti dari segi bentuk fizikal kalu tak kene pelempang gak hahahahah. Nak teguh pada diri banyakkan bertanya pada guru guru yang bisa menyampaikan berita kebaikan dan mengenal pencipta kerna ilmu yang satu ini untuk diri kita sendiri dan mengajar supaya hidup ini jangan banyak perasan hahahahahah.

You are still young

Last couple of hours, you made me damn crazy with your sentence which came out from your mouth.
I almost wanted to vomit. You said you didnt wanna lose me?. After couple of months you went your home town and kept quiet then I could guess that you contacted with the other beautiful girl and Of course I would not mad or angry toward you. I am older than you.

Short term relationship with full of questions?

You came to my life with so sudden. You showed you are innocent and older than me and the truth are you are still younger than me. Just want to be my friend so you tried to become someone else. I almost fallen in the trap that you made. I thought that our relation could be long lasting but after you transfered to your home town and gave me a nice reason for not disturbing you again. If that is the case so I won't mind at all again.

In the middle of journey, I forgot that if I am not focusing I will get distract easily. Thanks to you because gave me this moment to be learned  something from it. Now, I met one guy who studies in the same place with me. I feel a lilbit relief. At least he has something similar...

Selama ini

Selama ini menyangkakan bahwa result itu penting kerna mengejari masa dan rasa ingin bersaing yang tidak kene pada tempatnya, menyebabkan putus asa di tengah jalan. Makin bertambah umurku baru ku tahu proses berterusan itu sangat penting setelah membuat keputusan untuk melakukan sesuatu yang kite hendak lakukan kerna ia sedang berlaku dalam hidup aku sekarang ini.

Pilihan yang terbaik setakat untuk diri aku adalah memilih sesuatu yang mendatangkan kerelaksan diri ini walaupun harus melalui proses berterusan. Proses berterusan yang aku pilih adalah proses perjuangan yang kadang kadang membuat aku hampir putus asa.

Proses ini juga aku tekankan kepada kawan ku dalam belajar matematik.

Superman/Batman Cartoon

After, I took english classes in ELS Kuala Lumpur and have been practicing it until the moment you read my point of view. Suddenly, I asked my friend whether he still has or not the Superman/Batman Cartoon Series. Unfortunately, he deleted those series two weeks ago. Pity of me. Then, I googled Superman/Batman series in youtube website and I feel relief.

While I do my work, I am listening Superman/Batman series to improve my english. In the mean time, I am writing somethings in my blogspot. To be continued.

I write

I write because I want to write and it is not because of you. I have been thinking this too long and it is still going on until the times come. I have 2 days in my day. One is in english version and another is in malay. Why english and why not other language? I choose english because when I am getting older I know slowly about english. Other language also interesting too but I dont know maybe I am used to it.

Now, I am listening song about couple and they wish to be together until they become old. I wish like that too and I wish all people who have couple, they should try to wish like that.

Diari Si Ugly

Hari ini 21st September 2016, malam semalam  Si Ugly memikirkan untuk menyatakan hasratnya di dalam diari dan dinyatakan di mana mana sama ada facebook atau blog atau pada sebuah buku conteng. Semalam Ugly terjumpa mamat cina dengan coincidentally memikirkan mamat itu di sebuah kedai makan. Ugly mengikuti mamat cina itu dan kelihatan mamat cina itu membeli nasi berlauk. Di kedai itu pula, Ugly terserempak dengan kawan yang selalu die nampak ketika die belajar dulu. Ketika perjalanan balik ke kereta yang telah diletakkan di tempat letak kereta, Ugly selisih dengan mamat cina itu dan mamat cina itu senyum dan Ugly pun senyum. Sebab sebelum ini, mamt cina ini lah yang pernah membuat Ugly panas hati kerana adakah senyuman yang dilemparkan oleh Ugly ini memiliki niat yang tidak baik menyebabkan Ugly sudah tidak mahu senyum apabila terserempak dengan mamat cina tetapi petang semalam lain yang telah berlaku tetapi jangan salah faham sebab Ugly seperti biasa tiada niat yang tak baik dalam senyuman nya. Jika mamat cina itu salah faham dengan senyuman dan rasa senang hati yang telah ditunjukkan oleh Ugly makanya Ugly serah dan tawakal sama ada dia kawan baik atau burukku makanya jangan ada kene mengena pada kehidupan seterusnya. Nanti Ugly sambung lagi yer. Stay tuned.

Jangan kacau aku lagi

Ikut suka hati kau je kan datang dan pergi. Disaat aku memerlukan teman yang boleh dipercayai, kau khianati kepercayaan itu padahal bukan aku minta minta benda yang membebankan pun. Oleh sebab itu, jangan kacau hidup aku lagi. Pergilah kau bersama wanita bidadari yang cantik molek sana.

No body until now and forever

Now, I am still  no body. I don't want to be anybody because I love what I do now. I just try hard my best in my life. It is not easy but I have to try it.

The Lady

As  your requested, I am going to tell you about the beautiful old lady lived in my neighborhood.

Once upon a time, at the end of the old pavement road, there were one beautiful old lady were walking and brought one small beg and a small kitten was following at her back. They arrived a small beautiful house where the colorful flowers lived around the house. I hid behind a bunch of grass with my wonderful friend named Sara. We were surprised when the old beautiful lady into the house, the flowers around her house became more brighter. This was very rare in my village.

To be continued.

What is the matter of make something wrong in your life?

When I was a kid and a teenager, I always thought that trying to avoid the mistake was good. But, in real it is not good. I like what I have done whether g

Press the skull

Now , I will talk about music . Music can be defined as a mixture of different sounds. Every humans have distinctive and unique music . Signal and receiver, those are the perfect requirement

I am trying to listen, listen and listen

The best thing happened in ELS is I learned how to become a good listener. It make me calm down my emotion until this moment. When I look what happened in front of my eyes especially my family members, they have to learn when their friend are saying anything to them, they should listen and the appreciation there will happen.


To be continued...

I am trying to listen, listen and listen

The best thing happened in ELS was I learn how to become a good listener. I believe in a God. Do I believe in me?. How do I can tell that I believe in me and God?. I listened what Ashley said to the beautiful brave girls. Imagine people sit full in front of mine.


To be continued...

Kau Masih Muda

Kau masih muda, hakikatnya kau terima tetapi di dunia ilusi kau menolaknya seolah olah aku sama dengan kau. Penyamaran kau pertama kali ketika ingin berkenalan dengan aku sudah hampir berjaya tetapi tidak terlintas difikiranmu orang tua ini dapat menongkah dengan hati yang tulus suci kerana bagi  wanita tua apabila sesuatu suci itu tetap suci.

Kau berikan pelbagai corak warna dalam kehidupan wanita tua itu walaupun dalam masa singkat. Dan ketika kau mencuba mencari langkah pada wanita lain pun wanita tua ini tahu, Tapi tiada tentangan hebat dari wanit itu asalkan kau jujur setulus hati mu walau pun sekarang kau masih merasakan was was dalam hidup mu makanya, teruskan lah hidup mu wahai anak muda.

Menunggu Mu

Saat ini, yang terlintas difikiran ku adalah ak menunggu mu. Aku tahu yang kau tidak tahu akan aku disini, tapi setelah kau bicara sepatah kata tentang aku dan dia, membuatkan aku tertunggu walaupun aku tidak tahu siapa engkau. Belum pernah bersua tetapi hati ini sudah terlalu girang menunggu untuk bersua secara rasmi. Aku menunggumu tanpa tiada apa apa.

Surat Kasih

Secret

All the living things have their own secret. I have my secret, my mom has her secret, my father has his own secret, my younger sister and my younger brother, they have their own secret. My definition of secret is something that I hide for myself whether for good or bad. My teacher also defines secret in differ way. Have you ever felt sorry for keeping a secret for yourself? I keep that feel for a long time, at first time, I felt so guilty and now its gone. Todays evening, I watched Sadhguru Sharing in youtube. He said that we are human and we cannot resist how its react in universe and I get new information, he talked alot of his country, if I am not mistake, God knows what he creates. Only this beautiful creatures define and classify what happened in the universe for their own convenient but in the end I speechless.

Hunger Fitz comeback

My resolution in this year same with previous one, which is I wanna keep healthy, eat healthy breakfast shake herbalife cause I am getting old. Shake herbalife has helped me lose my body fat after I took a year with doing execise. I gain my strengthen but my body fat is not decrease for a quite  time during a year.